Why am I so morbid? Is anyone else like this?

I am just completely fascinated with death....always have been. No, I'm not 'gothic' or 'emo', it's not about that, but like whenever someone dies I will look up everything about them. If it's someone at my school, I'll look through their facebook and myspace pages, I'll look up police reports, I'll look up their gravesites, etc. I want to know every little detail of their death. It's not that I find it cool or awesome...It's just very, very interesting to me. I am fascinated with looking at dead bodies. Also I am only interested in TV shows that have to do with people getting killed, having diseases etc...I don't do it on purpose. I spend hours on the internet researching random people who have died.I scare myself sometimes. Wtf is wrong with me?